MOMMAHOLLI'S MEDITATIONS

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saturday 11 february 2017 5p

i am on a spiral up...but i'm not too concerned - it seems reasonable for this season and for the general direction i'm headed in.

what i was reminded of with this particular spin is 

"oh yeah....anytime you eliminate a toxin from your system...ALL systems you operate from shift right on into hyperdrive!!!" sensory overload is a given.
i  suddenly realized i've been nicotine free for almost 3 months.
BOOM!

 one of the fun things about this is having a small window view ..a chance to witness the  growth of those around me.. spring has sprung.. we are ALL blooming in one way or another.

i  keep myself  responsible, efficient and balanced with how i spend my energy..

i experiment with a variety of methods for "creative expression" in my contacts

ie: 12 step meetings, e-mail/text messages, phone visits, fb posts, 

....and bus rides with my designated drivers  ♥

it's been all about finding a comfortable rhythm..
[and keeping a dictionary close by]

most of this is new territory for me...there are some familiar patterns, signals,

[warnings]

anchors AND detours that i know i can trust ♥

i actually know pretty clearly how contagious my energy can be

when it's as high voltage as it is right now.

i've been able to remember that i'm not alone in this..

scoping out the big picture i am acutely aware of my smallness

in the vastness of the universe.

i have observed and assessed the path of destruction

this planet

[humanity as a species]

has decided to repeat - -

again - -
it's what is commonly known
as"making history."..

i do not see that as "bad"

some pretty amazing stuff happens with destruction...

the opportunity to re build, re invent, re juevenate,

restore...

RECOVER...

we can make this happen

in a colorful  display of courage, rebellion, curiosity, gratitude/humility,

...oh well.... lots of ways to celebrate the changes we're going through

FEAR LESS!!

live more  ♥

it can be a real adventure,

a thrilling ride...

this business of getting what we want...

yes?

a quick reminder:

experience is what you get

when you don't get what you want...

i'm thinkin that's  pretty academic

ok....see you all later  ♥

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