a shadows prayer: MOMMAHOLLI'S MEDITATIONS

well, we've made it to page 9

with this seasonal psychosis i'm constantly checking myself at the gate....

symptom management requires that i know WHAT my symptoms are -

and to practice the coping skills i've learned....

"oh yeah, that's just paranoia..."

"oh yeah, my perceptions are just a little more vivid and detailed right now...."

whether we're doing the next right thing -

or doing the next thing right -

we need always maintain focus on deliberate and precise execution of
our will to live...

to live and LET live.

when we practice radical acceptance of all things...people ,circumstances, situations, and 'moods'

we attract and promote divine intervention which often brings about

an evaporation of fear and anger.

every time we channel our energy into the forceful light of life

we give hope a fighting chance.
and i say WE because the "we" program of recovery
was created and developed by a "we" universe.

a butterfly seeking to perch

is neither a threat to nor threatened by

a hungry lions hunt

each one is innocent

each one destined.

we beseech the god of our understanding...

please "give us this day..."

please "forgive us our trespasses..."

please "lead us not into temptation..."

[we seem to be able to find it ourselves]

please "deliver us from evil..."

for OURS is the kingdom

[how many kingdoms have come and gone since this prayer was first written?]

OURS is the power

OURS is eternal glory

so.....

good night Goliath.....

see you in the morning -

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