AUTOBIOGROPHY
Memoirs of a wounded child- who is alive and well
[and living the life she loves/loving the life she lives]
i am currently experiencing the most powerful push toward integration that i have ever felt.
i can hear my angels in their megaphone voice and they're saying:
"give yourself up! we have you surrounded!"
what choice do i have?
i see through the eyes of my alter-id; it's a strange sensation to watch the hands attached to your arms do something that you aren't controlling!!? then, as you and your alter-id begin a conversation, you both realize that it's a mutually enjoyable activity.
i can see AND hear my self as i become more unified.
through the process of having shared experiences we gain unity.
another aspect of being "all-at-once" [the term we use for absolute Oneness or "of a single mind"] is the ability to simultaneously experience any/all given combinations of the 5 senses in an acute state of awareness...and yet still be so separated
- mind from body -dissociated to the point of amnesia-
that i can watch what i'm doing and look where i'm going from the viewpoint of a third person...i call those times
"taking a moment to 3rd party out"
and i'm usually astounded by what i see!!
hyper vigilant is a term commonly used to describe the overall condition of someone who is exhibiting this mindset. and it's the mindset we find our self in... most of the time.
the sudden awareness of being "present" in a situation or during an interaction can be rather startling!
i see through the eyes of my alter-id; it's a strange sensation to watch the hands attached to your arms do something that you aren't controlling!!? then, as you and your alter-id begin a conversation, you both realize that it's a mutually enjoyable activity.
i can see AND hear my self as i become more unified.
through the process of having shared experiences we gain unity.
another aspect of being "all-at-once" [the term we use for absolute Oneness or "of a single mind"] is the ability to simultaneously experience any/all given combinations of the 5 senses in an acute state of awareness...and yet still be so separated
- mind from body -dissociated to the point of amnesia-
that i can watch what i'm doing and look where i'm going from the viewpoint of a third person...i call those times
"taking a moment to 3rd party out"
and i'm usually astounded by what i see!!
hyper vigilant is a term commonly used to describe the overall condition of someone who is exhibiting this mindset. and it's the mindset we find our self in... most of the time.
the sudden awareness of being "present" in a situation or during an interaction can be rather startling!
this is a reality i can live wth.... a reality i've interpreted to mean existence within the gift of NOW - fully present, completely whole. i am in optimal health - i am happy in wellness - i am grateful for the freedom to enjoy each day as i receive it.
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