SEEKING TRUTH

    [Finding Courage]

It is rare for me to make my tarot or rune meditations public but I am willing to share these in particular to illustrate a point. I asked two separate questions- one  each for the tarot and the runes. I consider my approach for receiving feminine guidance to be 

“reaching for the stars”.on Friday 27december 2019 @ 11am I inquired of the tarot:

How can I best help myself?

At that same sitting I posed a question for the runes- what I consider as masculine guidance or “working for the harvest”.

I simply inquired of the runes:

How can I be useful?

In both spreads the format includes 3 parts with 3 correlating tarot cards and/or runes.

Here I will present the readings exactly as they were written.

Past ...situation/issue ...8 cups ..reversed

How can I use intuition to structure my recovery?

What kind of psychic boundaries can/should I set?

Present....action....Death..reversed (Major Arcana XIII)

Engage in and experience deep emotional transition; quietly step into complete transformation.

Future....outcome...Heirophant..reversed

(Major Arcana V)

Ability to live quietly, teaching others in an unassuming way; practicing a high standard of personal ethics.

So, what makes this meditation significant is how tight and close it is interwoven with the everyday - routinely simple - ins and outs of my current ordinary existence. Keep in mind however, that without divine guidance  and inspiration, I have no clue for how I operate! And I don’t think I’d stand much chance of surviving in this world...a world not meant to sustain (or able to protect) my peculiar kind of energy.

I sometimes feel as though I went straight from childhood to “Old”...like I lived my life in jigsaw pieces and the puzzle is suddenly finished... like I just woke up from a life long dream and instead of wondering “ where am I?” I’m  asking “what’s next?”
Because it was necessary, I spent most of my life cultivating adaptability. At this end of my life I am absolutely fluid with my adaptability and it isn’t always in my best interest to be that way. I often find myself aware of being in an unhealthy, possibly unsafe, environment or surrounded by toxic people-and yet have no recall for where I was just moments before. 
The way in which this all relates to my meditation is in how I actually SEE  changes being made as a result of my efforts.
What I am wanting to illustrate is how someone as simpleminded and oblivious as I am can carry a message of hope just by “being”! 

I truly believe we each have a purpose and a path....bless those who carry on....
Thank you all for your faithful attention to my notes and notions. May we meet again